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Everytime when i behold the beauty of Your grace
It's when i realise everything i need is found in Your love for me
Open my eyes to see the power of the cross at calvary
Open my heart to feel your love
Let it burn in me
love~
"The Lord is the Keeper of my Heart."
Let your heart be guarded against life. Be wise and realise that your hands are too weak to protect yourself. Take all you cares and worries and place it the hands of our loving Father; then you will realise how big his hands really are.
Right now, why I feel the way I do is because I'm like the pottery covering over a torch. Only the pottery knows just how bright that torch shines and until that joysome day when the pottery breaks, only it alone will know the glare.
The pottery eagerly awaits that day."
beautiful. so beautiful.
it feels great to see u grow so ebautifully in Him. so great..
yet.. if only you have a revelation of why i'm not meeting u, why it's not the right time for us, why even a spark can get it all going. because ur attractive and because my flesh is weak, so weak.. if only u understand.
understand how horrible and hurting it can be to reject u again when my flesh so craves for it and yet.. i know i can't. it's like tempting a dog with a dogbone tt is beyond it's reach.
o Jesus Jesus.. give me the strength. Your strength. i cannot.
love~
then came His sweet whisperings; i let those tears flow
He lifted up my head that i might behold His eyes,
those eyes full of love for me..
"shh.. hush.. hush..."
i felt like a little baby, pacified in His arms..
comforted by His presence..
His hugs, His touch, His love.
the first song played was "that's when i love you"..
"Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind,
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind"
this was the song i shared with justin. listening to it again was like a reminder from Him. that as He had seen me through before, He shall see me through and hug me tight once again and again and again till forever. because His faithfulness lasts forever. that's something i can count on, something that will never change never fail..
i can count on Him to love me no matter what. yes, no matter what i do, no matter who i become, He loves me still..
when i stumble when i fall, that's when You love me.
"There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best when i do nothing at all"
You never leave me because You know i'll fall. so You're always there ready to catch me..
the second song that played was when you say nothing at all.
"All day long I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as I may I can never define
What's been said
Between your heart and mine"
i love this picture. i saw Us standing in crowds.. but like the samaritan woman who touched Jesus, all others became strangers to Us both. it was as if only We were there..
yes, that's what i want my life to be. lord, just let all else fade away, let there just be You and me. only You and me.
sometimes, my little fingers wraps around His hand so tight..
that i find it so hard to experience Him..
but, as i let go of my grip..
i feel His firm yet gentle hold..
i know You'll never let go of me.
"I am Yours.."
then, He asked me again: "why did I die for you on that cross?"
and He answered Himself: " because I wanted you to be sure that the thoughts I think towards you are good, that all I see in You is good my precious."
"Just close your eyes and hear me calling
I believe in you
Oh, I believe in you"
O Jesus, i'm glad that You're here. thank You for this precious moment we shared. no words can illustrate it.
all these made what happened before insignificant. i quarrelled with my tuition coordinator. it was a really nasty affair. i was nasty. was so pissed of at the many msgs she bombards me. i don't know why but anger just rose inside me so strong. i can't even recall when was the last time i felt so angry to the point my hands tremble.
but one thing she said struck me. "it is debt!"
for once in my life i experience what life is like being in debt and being treated in a manner like you owe something. and it really wasn't good at all.
for once i really appreciate Him that He paid all my debts on the cross. debts of sins. debts of all curses, poverty and everything! IT IS PAID! and now the redeemed of the lord is a happy girl because she can walk away free! i feel so free. nothing to pay, nothing to return, nothing to earn, nothing to prove, nothing at all!
hey, it doesnt only stop there. He cleared and overpaid my debts, and He gave me HIS richess, glory, honour! man! He is unfairly good.
whao, i suddenly feel like paying her more u know!
cox Jesus OVERpaid my debts!
i love His style. it's so cool.
weiling, stop scrambling and crawling on the floor like a beggar, like a sinner, IT IS PAID ah! He who is one with you is the richest. and He redeemed you! you're a bride of the richest most charming Jesus. start living life a righteous child of God! REDEEMED BY HIS BLOOD!
man, this feels good.
love~
When i fall down u pick me up, when i am dry u fill my cup.
Jesus, You are my all in all..
Yeas, it has been hard. all of it. work.
overdue reports.
lies that i'm inadequate. guilt.
sick of it all.
yes. i enjoy the jobs.
but sometimes it gets so tough
sometimes all seems to come upon me
pressing me on every side
sometimes i find that i don't have time for myseld
sometimes i find myself not having time alone with u
and i miss that Jesus!
sometimes i feel like sceamin' my lungs out
sometimes i feel like im breakin'
and it gets tougher when i start missing
u.
walking down, peeking at that empty playground
secretly hoping i'll see my miracle
and later laughing at my foolishness
of even expecting
discouraged? sometimes i feel.
keep on going girl.
keep goin.cox i believe in you.
i believe u can conquer the mountains.
u can babe
only lean on me.
and be sure of my love for u.
cox i care.
and i'll make it good.
i promise.
You said a crying child belongs in Your arms. so wrap me tight now.
love~
check this out! this is by ronnie! damn awesome!
"A relationship is not something to be attained, it is something you have and enjoy.
Today we have a relationship and uninterrupted fellowship with the Father through the Holy Spirit which has been made possible by the finished work of Jesus.
Praying in the Holy Spirit, reading and hearing the word is part and parcel of enjoying this relationship. Like how you would have dinner and take walks together with your family, it is the same with God.
What would you do after you realized that Jesus’ blood has bought eternal forgiveness, irrevocable right standing with God, a life governed by grace and led by the Spirit?
Just enjoy God! Enjoy His grace and strength in your life.
Hearing the word of Christ, reading or talking about Jesus with others is like sharing a meal with the Father and as we’re feeding on Jesus’ love for us, the Father is reminded and nourished by the fragrance of the finished work of His Son. It’s the equivalence of communion with the Father at the dining table, enjoying and relishing every bit of the finished work of the Lamb of God.
Praying in the Spirit is the talk life we have with God. It is like when we make the frequent phone calls to check on our love ones at home, to make sure they are alright or simply saying “I love you” to them. Praying in the spirit will help us express ourselves to Him in the toughest moments of inadequacy, not able to find the right words to say and many a times, it bypass our pride and idiosyncrasies. Personally, whenever I pray in the spirit, I experience a peace in my heart that nothing else in the natural can give.
With God, you don’t need a park or a garden to walk with Him. He walks with us all day. Our Christian walk is all about Him walking with us in full fellowship.
Ephesians 6:14-1814 Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, 15 and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; 18 praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints
Now knowing that you are all dressed up, what are you going to do?
Let Him walk with you wherever you go, your workplace, school, family and even in some cases, “Church”.
Shalom"
love~
Life becomes so diifferent when i'm just a little more aware that His right here by my side. the breeze becomes like Jesus sweeping His hands gently on my cheeks.. the rain on my face becomes like His love poured down, every of those droplets giving His refreshing touch to my heart and soul.. things which cause irritation melts to become cute happenings in His overpowering presence.. work at office becomes like playing in His playhouse like a kid.. ... .. the list goes on.. He's just this Father who will go all means to put a child on His girl's face.. :) my Love, just being with You makes me happy.. yes, just You by my side.. :)
haa, was just thinking today.. what lionel said is so true.. He closes every chapter of our lives so beautifully. His not only beautiful, the things He does just have that very special touch of beauty. He has done it before my life..
He sealed that chapter with His blood as i set it apart to Him. He took it in His hands so tender with assuring words that "if it matters to you, it matters to Me".. He keeps it in His heart and hands. :) those ever faithful hands.
Then, He opens the new chapter so perfectly. with lots of gifts and showers of blessings, as if saying 'hey little girl, come play with me! i got lotsa exciting things waiting for u'.
and guess what's the best part of these all?? the best part is i have no part in this! because i did nothing to deserve these.. and need not do anything to sustain these. He will. My faithful king will.. :)
:)) another amazing discovery..: exercising with Him can be sooo funn! just yesterday, i went for a jog with Him and lying by the waters watching Him show off His artistic talents again in that beautiful sunset, while i just pour my heart to Him who cares about and for me. went swimming under the nightsky of a few twinkling stars after work today and it was good! :) His wrds just rang so clearly.. yes, "all things may change, ppl may change but He remains the same, His faithfulness will never change".. :)
i'm blessed to be loved by a God so lovely! :)
tmr will be a fresh new day to play with my lovely lord! yayy~
love~
