the journey our kite

i felt so overwhelmed when i saw this. i guess it holds a precious place in our hearts.. i guess im just so touched by it. haa.. yeas, if it's from Him i know it'll end up in our hands again.. but i guess the kite has miles to go before it's time to come back down. miles to go with the Heavenly king above. i know it's all in His precious hands. the hands which are nail-pierced because of His love for me. . by then.. you would have been so sure about me. by then, you would be able to say u love me and not doubt it. by then by then.. sometimes, my mind wanders and thinks about by thens......

love isnt about feelings at all. it's choice. i dunno if it's silly still choosing u now but im sure He'll change it if need be, if he sees anything wrong with it. cox i know my daddy nv wans me hurt. yup yup, i'll just live liddis cox he'll do it supernaturally natural.

it hasnt been easy at all. . the papers. i dunno y but coach wrds jus become an added 'o god i wanna do well' perhaps i didnt mind retaking it, but now i do. all of a sudden it seems impt to do well. and it reali sucks wen u walk out ppr after ppr feeling the 'nth' feeling. it didnt feel better, didnt feel any more comforting. i'll black out if i were to look at the natural. i dunno, i cannot. i didnt feel like i did them well. feelings arent the way i shd go abt doing it, but how. den how. will u change my answers? will u change my script? will u lord..? i wanna do well. i need a miracle. yes, it'll be miracle. it has to be. wad else can bring me a good grade now?? o lord, i know ur faithful. u noe wad mean much to me and lord i rely on ur love, ur rigtheousness, i know u justify the ungodly. and ur grace is sufficient. thank you for ur mercy and grace. i so need them..

somehow, ive the habit of sleeping whenever some feeling hits, whenever i need escape. i has been my way all along. sleeping is indeed a relief. it is. but now its not helping. cox im having a's. sleeping means not studying. and how. how how how how lord. thank you im the righteousness of god in christ. thank you wen sin abounds grace abounds much more.

times liddat i jus sleep away. i dont even spend tym with u and let u deal with me.. i dun wanna live my life sleeping it away.. do sth abt it lord. so sth to my scripts lord. do sth! ! i need your help! u said in ur wrd that 'fear not, You're with me, be not dismayed, You are my god and You will strengthen me, yes, You will help me and uphold me with ur righteous right hand' so help me lord. HELP!